Monday, September 26, 2011

Drown Me In The Charles

I'm going to do my best to try to annunciate and make any of this make sense to you readers out there....I can't f%*#$^*^ believe it.....am i dreaming? Did I die and this is purgatory? How did the Boston Red Sox, who were the best team for 4 1/2 months of the season and were unquestionably headed to the postseason without Dice-K, Buchholz, and J.D. Drew for most of the season manage to blow the biggest wild card lead in major league history? Some say it was poor pitching, some say inconsistent hitting, a lower talented minor system, poor coaching and staff, a GM inability at the deadline, not winning games against sub .500 teams and even just bad luck.

What is bad luck? When something doesn't go your way? Sure. Does that explain 6 wins in the month of September? No way. I was at the last Sox-Rays game this season in Boston and quite frankly this was a team that had already thrown in the towel(and that was Sept. 16). 0 energy and the crowd was dead. People were more concern about the Patsies game that day then staying hoping for a famous rally in the Fens. For fleeting moments, I saw RSN unlearn everything from 2004. The impossible becoming possible when we believed. Like a fool, I did that up until today, wearing all my Sox stuff with gusto feeling a turn-around was imminent especially after Ellsbury game winner Sunday night. Then tonight happened....

Tomorrow morning, I will wake up, put my Buchholz shirt on with my Red Sox fitted hat, no pep in my step and a tear down my face knowing my postseason, my passion, my team will go down to a sub .500 team with Erik Bedard inflicting the final wound...

Maybe next season, maybe some clarity or some answers. And hopefully not another Yankees WS, my heart can't handle that.